I was upset.
Actually, I'm still a little upset.
The thought keep replaying itself in my head.
And of course, listening to emo songs doesn't help any.
When I found out about it, I was immediately reminded of those times.
Haa, I went to look at all my previous blog posts which can only subtly mention him.
How we can barely talk face to face because of the shadowy relationship, how he always thank me for my affections (how many guys do that eh??) and how.. hmm, nothing much actually.
Hahaa.
It's each other's presence that we enjoyed the most.
Frankly, I'm still unsatisfied and frustrated.
Just that few days apart. If only we say something earlier, would things be different?
But let's imagine that things turned out like that.
I still doubt we'd last this long. Maybe we will have a longer time but never more.
Therefore, there's really no point in being unhappy about it now. Especially since it has been this long.
So, Sakyou, stop bickering about this already. Those were happy days and I'm sure I didn't regret it. It has become something so dusty that in the future it will be buried among the many more happy memories to come.
Smile, ne?
:)
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