One Time

I will never do it again.

It's either I go out and don't drink or I go out and drink in a different manner, that is, drink slowly and only light liquor.

Last night was my first drinking outing. To sum it up, it is BAD.

It was fun when you're high and laughing out loud at gossips that you already knew or at that so common vulgar word. But when the after effects kick in, you wish you're dead.

With that amount of alcohol I downed, my subconscious self is so powerful to the extent that I was having replays of the drinking scenes for the whole night. And my head is so heavy and throbbing.

I woke up at 0600 feeling hungry. Haha.

Rough night.

A new experience nonetheless.

Thank you peeps who looked out for me.

Let's get proper rest.

Note: Correction on my tweet; it's roku ji, not roku ten.

很美哦

What a proud owner I am whenever I walk my dog and someone from the houses or passing by would go "Wow, the dog very pretty/beautiful/cute"

But why won't they say the owner pretty/beautiful/cute too lah??

Aish.

I want to also inform everyone that I will be adopting a style name soon on my 20th birthday. It will be used as my name in common and everyone should address me by that name. My real name supposedly can only be used by seniors as it is rude to call someone by their real name. Therefore, do not be surprised if I introduce myself with the new name in the future.

And I have decided! NO HEADER! =D

And! I can't wait for ShiIan and JoLynn this Friday~!!

Ja, oyasumi!

IR

This is for his gold medals at the very recent Japan Open 2011 =)

Omedetto!

IR is a series of Ryosuke Irie's updates that I am initiating. Woots!

New Skin III

Yappari dark colours suit me more =D

It's Nerv! I used Nerv way long ago but it's time to relive the legend!

Now it's whether to have a header or not.

Hmm.

Internet has been REALLY bad. It's equivalent to not having any internet >.>

It's very frustrating especially when I'm trying to skin my blog.

Holidays.

I haven't been doing anything much except babysitting the old and young.

Day One was fun but who knows what will await me in the coming days?

Plus, I have to tutor my cousins for their mid-term exam. I hate to say this but they seem kind of hopeless.

Unless they get good drilling from me. But that's not going to happen. I have too little patience for teaching.

I am a good teacher. I can have the patience to teach if I'm in the right mood.

What upsets this situation is the student. If I have an enthusiastic student who pays his entire attention, I don't think I mind teaching. Today, I come to realise that I have little patience towards students without motivation, not teaching itself.

There are things that people take for granted just because it's a moral obligation. We don't have to do it at all. We can just leave it be and other people cannot say anything against it. But it's this thing called "moral obligation" that makes us do what we do. My question is if this "moral obligation" is strong enough to be called a reason, an excuse and even further, a motivation?

Haha. Food for thought.

Last Saturday I went for BAC's Movie Day; Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides.

Awesome movie. I wasn't let down =)

AND. My favourite character is the Spanish captain known as The Spaniard.

A minor character who only appears so little. But he has won my heart! Super yeng can!

I think it's quite a tradition of mine to pick one favourite character out of every movie I watched.

Heh.

Goodnight!

NEW NEW

MY BLOG NEEDS A NEW HEADER AND NEW SKIN!

I SAID SO.

And I want COLOURS back into my blog! My only-white fonts look so DEAD.

I never really had bright colour skin. Hmm.

Explore dulu.

Indifference

YayexamsarefinallyoverIcandowhateverIwant.

The thing is I'm not that excited.

You know, I honestly want to feel what everyone is feeling right now.

College friends spammed my Facebook wall with messages of happiness filled with joy balloons and excitement crackers.

I am happy for them but sadly I can't feel a thing for myself.

The only explanation to this is that I'm immune to examinations.

Instead, I get excited before exam. Aish.

Anyway, examinations for Year II is over!

Well, life feels quite empty now.

Glad I can finally be slashing the last epic half of my drama!!

For the past two weeks I was etching between my exam and my drama. It's no fun. Ahh~ It's all resolved now =)

For the past two weeks also, my routine has been:

# Tries to wake up before 1300 to catch Mythbusters but more often than not wakes up around 1400 to 1500.

# Watch Mythbusters (if I managed to wake up early) and whatever's on the television. Occasionally try to force myself to do some 10 minutes revision to ease the guilt feeling.

# Watch Leverage at 1555.

# Watch Dirty Jobs at 1700.

# Watch Animal Cops at 1800.

# Cook, wash, feed Lucky and pretty much whatever I have to do for the house.

# Have dinner in front of the television.

# More television.

# Revision.

# DRAMA~!!!

# Goes to sleep at 0400 plus plus plus. OR tries to sleep at 0200 but only falls asleep at 0400 plus plus plus.

Lifeless. I know. It feels empty.

They should cram all four subjects together back to back. Perhaps then I can feel more adrenalin and excitement.

Man~ Looking back at those days, it's pure laziness!!

Well, not like the upcoming ones are more productive either =P

Okay, drama time!

Goodnight!

Linguistics

FINALLY!!!

I FINALLY realised what I want to do if not Law!!

Yes, it has to be the night before Law of Tort exam.

Previously, I have no idea what I would do if I'm not doing Law. I simply cannot picture myself doing anything else.

The closest I ever get to is writing, being a novelist.

But that was an uncertain job, unless you've already got a few books published and selling good in the stores.

Now I realise, finally, what it is that I can do.

It's linguistics.

I have some talent in languages. I pick them up quite fast and to top it off, I am good at imitating slang and pronunciations. I'm a good tone imitator. I can fully utilise my voice box from all the octave ranges but sadly, I cannot control it enough for singing purposes. Haha.

An alternative history and future of me would be a multi-lingual translator who works across the globe.

Then I can replace that failed translator who translated wrongly during an interview with Ryosuke Irie!! *love*

That sounds absolutely interesting!

Maybe in this version of me I can do that too, albeit not as major.

I should. I really think I should.

This is the first time EVER, that I regretted not learning Chinese.

OKAY!

Multi-lingual translator Joolyone.

Sounds A-W-E-S-O-M-E =D

Hatsukoi!

OMG!

This is as far as it's gonna get!

Artist: Kenichi Maeyamada

Pseudonym: Hyadain and Hyadaruko (female)

Hyadain No Kakakata☆Kataomoi-C

Literal translation: Hyadain's O-O-One-One Sided Love.

The thing is, the entire song is sung by him, even the female parts! The girl in the PV is just a representation.

He mixed the whole song himself!

That is just so amazing.

And the lyrics are so so so cute!

Check them out HERE.

Kakakatakata-OMOI!! =D

It's Here

好紧张!

明天就是等了许久的一天啊..

大家都准备好了吗?

今晚再作最后的准备..

要早点休息..

明天要开战了.

明天开始定生死!

未来就是看下来的两个礼拜.

是赢是败, 将会知道.

可以吗?

能吗?

我心已定了.

兄弟们, 来吧!!

Transparent

有时, 看得太透不是一件好事.

虽然看到了会让自己更了解..

但不是每一件事都是理想的.

可能是天生就看得比别人还要明, 可能是练来的..

有很多事是无意中发现或就是有那么巧..

所以有时候会知道一些比较特别事情.

别的都不说了, 就说身边的人..

一些, 表面看是没什么但是相处久了, 就会发现到你意想不到的他..

这情况我有经历过但是不多..

多的是我已经看到结局了.

哈哈.

但是有时虽然看到了还是向前冲啊!!

是傻? 还是任性?

还是我想相信我看错了?

学习多了..

跌过了..

懂了..

明白了.

现在想回去, 能看穿别人的心也许不是那么不好..

哈哈!

又要看戏咯!

晚安.

爱着你们的我.

Many Nights

Actually, I don't know what to say.

I just feel like blogging, that's all. Ahaha.

就用普通话写写吧..

今天没什么特别的, 只是温了一下书..

要做好考试的准备.

其实很喜欢读书..

可能唯一障碍是也喜欢看戏 ..

还有的就是做白日梦 想象力太强了 没办法..

有时呢就太多东西在脑海里举问号..

不能不想呀!!

目前没什么了..

只想快点的到考试的那一天.

等不及了!

然后就可以永远休息吗? 哈哈!!

好啦..

爱看戏的我来了..

要去欣赏艺术了..

晚安咯!

Pain

I'm in extreme mental pain now.

Among all the battles I've been through I have to say this is the worst. Even before the final outcome is released, I have already seen the half-time score.

I am almost emotionless now. I don't know what to feel.

Who am I fighting against? God? Myself?

For a person who constantly plans two steps ahead, maybe, for the first time I lost my way, not knowing what to do next.

At this stage, the preparations are essential and no mistake can be made anymore. It's once and for all.

Someone have told me, "Score and fly".

I do wish I can still accomplish that.

Whoah!

I left the poor blog for so long!

Honey, I'm back!

Time for some brief updates and more elaborated ones in separate posts.

I've endured Torts mock exam with only two questions attempted. This is my worst mocks EVER. However, it's not because I don't know how to do, it's because I don't want to do. Reason being that the answers were blatantly given in class. Where's the point? Yes, you can argue some aspects to the questions have been changed, there has been some difference to the questions set in the mocks as compared to those we did in class but again, the core? It still hits me that it's so flexible.

Also, I've mistaken went to college where there's no class in which it impacts me like mad. I don't think I've ever gotten that angry for a long long while now. That day, I modified and found this quote: 在家靠父母，出外靠自己.

The next time I've ever gotten this mad or maybe worse was during Company Law mock exam where I don't know why my sister left her own sweater on the couch, took mine instead and subsequently tell me that she can't find hers. That morning, I scolded her with vulgarity I never use for the first time but I didn't do it verbally. So that made her cry and I felt guilty. It took me two days to burn the heat down. But even now, I feel that my sweater is contaminated. I KNOW I'M PARANOID.

I'm now P-less! I'm officially out of the Nettleship v Weston context. And I'm still hating women drivers more than ever. I'm not perfect but at least I kept alert.

I've come to realise that there is not one day I didn't think of my CeeCee. I think of her everyday. EVERYDAY. I'm still crying over her, if you want to know. If this is not love, I don't know what is.

Recently, I'm exceptionally addicted to Leverage. And my usual Monster Fish, River Monster and Mythbusters. I've also started watching Three Kingdoms, which is plain AWESOME. It took me two to four episodes to try to understand the language. It's rare to see such detailed historical drama so I'm really mystified and intrigued. I'm in love!

Yesterday I read about the Tiananmen Square incident in China back in 1989. It took me more than an hour to finish every detail to that article. I'm deeply moved, saddened and enraged at the incident and the reactions. But there are comments of mine that are best left within my knights of the round table.

Today we celebrated Aki-chan's birthday. It is supposed to be a joint celebration with Imadori too but at the last minute he couldn't come with us. We are now postponing the celebration for him with us the June babies. Details for the celebration shall be revealed soon!! =D

Finally the topic everyone is heated about: exams. It's dawning on everyone evidently and I can literally feel the stress of everyone's shoulders. I can sense the intensity of the revision classes atmosphere. Things didn't help when people heap their stress on you for I-don't-know-what reason. Some real hypocrites turned up and finally revealed themselves albeit not out rightly. I'm PURELY disgusted. Face it like a man! This is not the way the war should go. Sabotage and theft are not welcomed in the arena. I cannot wait for the exams to be over. Not because I want to go for holidays and whatnot; I just want to get over the ever-hated feeling of WAITING.

Lastly. Again, my favourite quote:

これを愛と呼ばないとするなら　今、どれを愛と呼ぶの？

Oyasuminasai~!