Too Much Happiness?

You canNOT have too much of it.

Because right after it ends, the miserable feeling comes.

It just is. Like just now.

I was over at a friend's with more friends having homemade rendang, nasi lemak, fried chicken and roast chicken (a very chicken feast) and was having a great time. When I came home I first notice one of the buttons on my overcoat fell off.

Then. I realised I miss the Halloween screening.

OMG.

How can I miss it?? I've been looking forward to it soooo much! And it was last night! And I only realise it now. I'm going to slap myself now.

Oh gosh.

But this is not the first time sadness came swooshing after happiness. There were a couple of times where all of a sudden after a superb time with friends or whatnot, you go emo. For example, during festive seasons. You know how all your relatives come home and you do nothing but laze around with them at home? Then when it all ends and all go back, you feel sad and miss them. The feelings were only stronger coupled with the fact that your happiness level was at its peak. So the fall was undoubtedly greater, hence the huge impact.

I went emo for two months at one point in time.

Anyway. My point is I miss my anime screening. I can't believe it.

It's such a horrible thing to do.

I feel horrible.

You are allowed to slap me if you see me on the streets.

*sigh*

BUT! With this new sweet baby blue diary, things are gonna be OK!

I guess. Hahaa.

Alright, I'm gonna go sew on the button and continue to emo.

Boo! Oyasumi!