One Step Back

What were you hoping for? What am I looking at? I hate the look on your face.

I really wonder. Looking back, What if?? WHAT IF?? What was the reason to say no? Why again? I couldn't remember. Hmm. You never clarify anyway. Neither will you ever, I think. So be it. 7 or 8 years ahead it is.

My head is going to explode soon.

I feel like crying.

Damn it.