犹豫

I said I don't care about the returns.

I don't, really.

As long as I'm allowed to give.

I don't mind not taking any.

But seeing how I am completely forgotten sometimes does hurt.

It makes me think, is this all worth it? My time, my feelings?

Should I continue giving and holding onto a hope I had so long ago?

Maybe I am remembered; probably mentioned in a very random conversation once or twice.

Once is enough.

Once is enough for me to linger around for another period of time.

Aahh~

Since I've decided to give, I shall continue giving.