Not The Plan

This is NOT what I had in mind. I KNEW IT!!!!

IT HAS BEEN THREE WEEKS SINCE I SUBMITTED MY DOCUMENTS TO HER, THINKING THAT IT'LL BE DONE IN NO TIME AND YET! IT'S NOT EVEN SUBMITTED.

NOT EVEN SUBMITTED!!!!!!!

WHAT KIND OF INEFFICIENCY IS THIS???

I AM HURRYING FOR MY APPLICATION AND THIS IS WHAT THE FUCK SHE'S GIVING ME. SUPPOSING I DID NOT GET AN OFFER FROM THE UNIVERSITY I WANTED, I BLAME HER FOR IT. I KNEW IT!! I KNEW I CANNOT RELY ON ANYONE AT ALL!

ANYONE!!!

NOW I PLAIN HATE MYSELF FOR EVEN RELYING ON THAT CREATURE. CIBENG.

THAT DARNED ANIMAL. GET YOUR ASS TO WORK, DAMN IT!

THIS IS FUCKNESS, STUPIDITY, RETARDATION.

IF I CAN TAKE ALL MY STUFF AND DO IT MYSELF NOW, I WOULD.

REMEMBER THIS, SAKYOU: WHEN YOU WANT THINGS RIGHT, YOU HAVE TO DO IT YOURSELF.