Not talking about Obama here XP
I generally dislikes changes, even though sometimes it's for the better. I find myself hating to adapt. I can. I just don't want to.I hate the feeling of changing one set feeling towards something.
I especially hate it when there's change of plans. For example, my dad not bringing me to fishing.
Okay, some biased feelings are included in that.
But yes, I dislike changes.
Let's say we decided on a blue car and later somehow majority decided on red. No, I do not like that. Why? Because I have already developed this certain feelings the moment BLUE set in. Perhaps I'd imagined driving in blue and the image is formed.
Today, Handsome is supposed to come earlier to our house but due to some reason, he's not coming over. The image of him playing with us and Lucky is there and suddenly to ask me to wipe it away is not easy. I somehow succeeded in making Mom bring him go shopping with us together, to make up for it. Now, he's at my house =D Visualisation realised.
Sometimes I wonder why change when the reason or excuse if I may call it, is so trivial and so insignificant? Maybe the way I perceived it deemed it so small, but nonetheless, the effect has it's toll on me. I cannot take changes easily.
Call me conservative. Being traditional sometimes brings back my childhood to me.
You guessed it, I hate growing up which is also a type of change. More undertakings, more thinking, more work. I want to stay in my childhood forever.
Peter Pan is one of my favourites, because he will never grow up.
I am also earlier upset about my dress for this weekend being changed by my Mom. My sister and I struck a deal in front of her and it reverted back to square one *wink*
LOL!
Goodnight!!
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