Lecture

Ehem.

Why the fuck am I getting all the lectures when I am not even sure what is going on with my two little cousins?

I do love them, but there's a limit in what outsiders can do.

Children their age need their parents. And blame who else but the parents for leaving the children unattended.

Just because I stay near them, it doesn't mean that my sister or I have to be their second mother or something.

I do NOT want and they wouldn't want it as well.

I do NOT want to be the one telling them what to do and what not. I can help them out here and there, but not to the extent that I control what they do.

Geez, asking me not to be an adult and all.

I was looking at their point of view and giving you what I think they will do!

And you take it as some opinion to show off my age? Bullshit.

Go and have your own kids to control and teach.

Stop nosing in other people's business already.

I know we're family and all, but there's a LIMIT to what we can do.

I know this much at my tender age of 19 and what you call not an adult yet so I expect you to understand this theory even better.

Get a grip of reality that whatever you do are not helping them at all; you're forcing reality right into their face, pushing down the ragged rock down their throat. Pressure, you understand?

Leave them alone already!

And don't let me hear again that you want to separate the brothers.

Separate the brothers?? What the fuck is this???

I will shoot you down.

It's different because you have 9 other siblings to rely on.

Note that their youngest brother is not growing up with them. The relationship between the both of them and the youngest will definite not be the same. If you separate the two of them, what will become of these siblings? One day their parents won't be here and they have only each other to rely on.

What bullshit relying crap are we going to talk about when their childhood bond is not there at all??

You are always giving orders to other aunt's children, teaching the aunts themselves what to do.

I am so sorry, but you are in no position to do so.

I don't even dare to talk much, except from how my Mom educate my siblings and I.

You know why? You are not a Mom and trust me, even I know that a Mom will feel very differently from us who are not.

Definitely differently from what you think.

So stop it. I HATE IT.

I will say this much.

Just because you are my aunt, it doesn't give you a right to override my thoughts and opinions.

I do not come home from three hours of extensive and intensive brain juicing just to be lectured on something that I don't have a hand in.