Firstly, thank to myself that I'm finally free from the clutches of my boss.
I am a free person again!!
Well, until not very long..
One of my students is the son of my Mother's friend.
She requested that I private tutor her son.
I accepted because!
1 It's at my home. Hell, I can do whatever I want!
2 It's just one student, it's easy to handle.
3 I can teach the way I want to, without having restrictions.
Secondly, thanks to my beloved sister for the new bag,
And thanks to Yannie for the cakie ^_^
Aah!! I didn't get to see my beloved cousins!
Urgh. They went back to Ipoh first thing this morning with my beloved sister and brother >.<
And Imadori tempts me with durian while I'm nearly dozing off in class.
I am the Durian King, ok??
LOL.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Ooho!
Hurrays!
Shi Ian and Jo Lynn are coming back tomorrow!
I missed them so much! It has been four months since Chinese New Year!
Aah~
I noticed someting. And I felt kind of stupid. Hee.
A friend of mine in the messenger list was having a PM stating how important friends are and that she loves them forever. Oh, a young girl =)
Then, it strucks me that all teenagers of that age do think of the same thing. They think that friends are their world, their everything, their best confidant. They would do anything for their friends, thinking that by not doing it, he or she is not a loyal friend.
Which is stupid, of course.
Haa, I was one of them too.
But I realised what makes true and loyal friends. And that though they are important, they are not the entire world. They are a part of us. We are not entitled to step into each others life; there is a boundary.
LOL. Now that I recalled how I thought of my friends that way, it's funny and silly XP
Shi Ian!
Jo Lynn!
Shi Ian and Jo Lynn are coming back tomorrow!
I missed them so much! It has been four months since Chinese New Year!
Aah~
I noticed someting. And I felt kind of stupid. Hee.
A friend of mine in the messenger list was having a PM stating how important friends are and that she loves them forever. Oh, a young girl =)
Then, it strucks me that all teenagers of that age do think of the same thing. They think that friends are their world, their everything, their best confidant. They would do anything for their friends, thinking that by not doing it, he or she is not a loyal friend.
Which is stupid, of course.
Haa, I was one of them too.
But I realised what makes true and loyal friends. And that though they are important, they are not the entire world. They are a part of us. We are not entitled to step into each others life; there is a boundary.
LOL. Now that I recalled how I thought of my friends that way, it's funny and silly XP
Shi Ian!
Jo Lynn!
Monday, May 25, 2009
Present Hunting
I dislike shopping for ONE thing.
Before that,
They're going back to Ipoh this Saturday!! T__T
I want to goooo..
Contrast to Kao-chan, I prefer to shop for something, and it can be anything.
We went to MidValley after our class, to get present for my sister.
NO, it's no last-minute present; I thought of it long ago, okay? LOL.
Having at lunch at the food court is the right choice!
I met Nichi there; one of the guys I met during the JPA interview.
Haa, he got JPA scholarship to France, and is leaving on 1st June.
Meh, all the best, Nichi =)
Sore legs. Tired of walking.
While waiting for Eri-chan, Kao-chan and I Sorry Sorry-ing while studying; she with her reading and I with my essay drafting.
Done! Muahaha.
I'm glad my sister love the presents I gave her, the MOST!
*Boasting*
Before that,
They're going back to Ipoh this Saturday!! T__T
I want to goooo..
Contrast to Kao-chan, I prefer to shop for something, and it can be anything.
We went to MidValley after our class, to get present for my sister.
NO, it's no last-minute present; I thought of it long ago, okay? LOL.
Having at lunch at the food court is the right choice!
I met Nichi there; one of the guys I met during the JPA interview.
Haa, he got JPA scholarship to France, and is leaving on 1st June.
Meh, all the best, Nichi =)
Sore legs. Tired of walking.
While waiting for Eri-chan, Kao-chan and I Sorry Sorry-ing while studying; she with her reading and I with my essay drafting.
Done! Muahaha.
I'm glad my sister love the presents I gave her, the MOST!
*Boasting*
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Tagged By Aki-chan
Isn't this obvious she's having revenge on me? LOL.
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
Note: I'm modifying this into, YOU DON'T HAVE TO TAG 25 PERSONS.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1 Last beverage: Coffee.
2 Last phone call: Dad.
3 Last text message: If I wanted a ticket to Animangaki.
4 Last song you listened to: Himegoto.
5 Last time you cried: Forgot.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6 Dated someone twice: Yes.
7 Been cheated on: No.
8 Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9 Lost someone special: Yes.
10 Been depressed: Yes.
11 Been drunk and threw up: No.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12 Blue
13 Black
14 White
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15 Made a new friend: Yes.
16 Fallen out of love: Yes.
17 Laughed until you cried: YES~
18 Met someone who changed you: No.
19 Found out who your true friends were: Yes.
20 Found out someone was talking about you: No.
21 Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No.
22 How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All?
23 How many kids do you want to have: Two.
24 Do you have any pets: Yes.
25 Do you want to change your name: No.
26 What did you do for your last birthday: Had home-cooked dinner with peeps at my place.
27 What time did you wake up today: 1430.
28 What were you doing at midnight last night: Youtube-ing.
29 Name something you CANNOT wait for: DURIAN.
30 Last time you saw your Mother: An hour ago.
31 What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: None.
32 What are you listning to right now: Anata Ga Ita Mori.
33 Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No.
34 What's getting on your nerves right now: Having no durians.
35 Most visited webpage: Google.
36 Whats your real name: Kexin.
37 Nicknames: Xin, Sakyou-dono, Joolyone, Sui Po (reserved only for Kao-chan and Aki-chan).
38 Relationship Status: Single.
39 Zodiac sign: Goat.
40 Male or female?: Female.
41 Primary?: SK Pandan Indah.
42 Secondary School?: SMK Bandar Tun Hussein Onn 2.
43 Poly/Ite/Jc/others?: Brickfields Asia College.
44 Hair colour: Faded copper.
45 Long or short: Short.
46 Height: 157cm.
47 Do you have a crush on someone?: Faded.
48 What do you like about yourself?: Will.
49 Piercings: Two.
50 Tattoos: None.
51 Righty or lefty: Righty.
FIRSTS :
52 First surgery: None.
53 First piercing: Form 3.
54 First best friend: ShinTeng.
55 First sport you joined: Tracks.
56 First vacation: Going back to my hometown.
58 First pair of trainers: My first day in kindagarten.
59 Eating: Am I supposed to remember this?
60 Drinking: This too?
61 I'm about to: Download songs.
62 Listening to: Cain & Abel.
63 Waiting on: Nothing.
64 Want kids?: Yes.
65 Get Married?: Maybe.
66 Career?: Lawyer.
67 Lips or eyes: Both.
68 Hugs or kisses: Both.
69 Shorter or taller: Taller.
70 Older or Younger: Older.
71 Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72 Nice stomach or nice arms: None.
73 Sensitive or loud: Loud.
74 Hook-up or relationship: No special preference.
75 Trouble maker or hesitant: Doing the right thing at the right time.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76 Kissed a stranger: No, but would love to try.
77 Drank hard liquor: Yes.
78 Lost glasses/contacts: No.
79 Sex on first date: No.
80 Broken someone's heart: Yes.
82 Been arrested: No.
83 Turned someone down: Yes.
84 Cried when someone died: Yes.
85 Fallen for a friend?: No.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86 Yourself: Yes.
87 Miracles: Yes.
88 Love at first sight: Yes.
89 Heaven: Yes.
90 Santa Claus: Yes.
91 Kiss on the first date: No.
92 Angels: Yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94 Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95 Did you sing today?: Yes.
96 Ever cheated on somebody?: Emotionally, yes.
97 If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: When I started watching Disney.
98 If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: November 17.
100 Posting this as 100 truths?: No.
TAGGING:
1 Imoto-san
I think I did this before. Ma, ii.
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
Note: I'm modifying this into, YOU DON'T HAVE TO TAG 25 PERSONS.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1 Last beverage: Coffee.
2 Last phone call: Dad.
3 Last text message: If I wanted a ticket to Animangaki.
4 Last song you listened to: Himegoto.
5 Last time you cried: Forgot.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6 Dated someone twice: Yes.
7 Been cheated on: No.
8 Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9 Lost someone special: Yes.
10 Been depressed: Yes.
11 Been drunk and threw up: No.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12 Blue
13 Black
14 White
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15 Made a new friend: Yes.
16 Fallen out of love: Yes.
17 Laughed until you cried: YES~
18 Met someone who changed you: No.
19 Found out who your true friends were: Yes.
20 Found out someone was talking about you: No.
21 Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No.
22 How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All?
23 How many kids do you want to have: Two.
24 Do you have any pets: Yes.
25 Do you want to change your name: No.
26 What did you do for your last birthday: Had home-cooked dinner with peeps at my place.
27 What time did you wake up today: 1430.
28 What were you doing at midnight last night: Youtube-ing.
29 Name something you CANNOT wait for: DURIAN.
30 Last time you saw your Mother: An hour ago.
31 What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: None.
32 What are you listning to right now: Anata Ga Ita Mori.
33 Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No.
34 What's getting on your nerves right now: Having no durians.
35 Most visited webpage: Google.
36 Whats your real name: Kexin.
37 Nicknames: Xin, Sakyou-dono, Joolyone, Sui Po (reserved only for Kao-chan and Aki-chan).
38 Relationship Status: Single.
39 Zodiac sign: Goat.
40 Male or female?: Female.
41 Primary?: SK Pandan Indah.
42 Secondary School?: SMK Bandar Tun Hussein Onn 2.
43 Poly/Ite/Jc/others?: Brickfields Asia College.
44 Hair colour: Faded copper.
45 Long or short: Short.
46 Height: 157cm.
47 Do you have a crush on someone?: Faded.
48 What do you like about yourself?: Will.
49 Piercings: Two.
50 Tattoos: None.
51 Righty or lefty: Righty.
FIRSTS :
52 First surgery: None.
53 First piercing: Form 3.
54 First best friend: ShinTeng.
55 First sport you joined: Tracks.
56 First vacation: Going back to my hometown.
58 First pair of trainers: My first day in kindagarten.
59 Eating: Am I supposed to remember this?
60 Drinking: This too?
61 I'm about to: Download songs.
62 Listening to: Cain & Abel.
63 Waiting on: Nothing.
64 Want kids?: Yes.
65 Get Married?: Maybe.
66 Career?: Lawyer.
67 Lips or eyes: Both.
68 Hugs or kisses: Both.
69 Shorter or taller: Taller.
70 Older or Younger: Older.
71 Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72 Nice stomach or nice arms: None.
73 Sensitive or loud: Loud.
74 Hook-up or relationship: No special preference.
75 Trouble maker or hesitant: Doing the right thing at the right time.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76 Kissed a stranger: No, but would love to try.
77 Drank hard liquor: Yes.
78 Lost glasses/contacts: No.
79 Sex on first date: No.
80 Broken someone's heart: Yes.
82 Been arrested: No.
83 Turned someone down: Yes.
84 Cried when someone died: Yes.
85 Fallen for a friend?: No.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86 Yourself: Yes.
87 Miracles: Yes.
88 Love at first sight: Yes.
89 Heaven: Yes.
90 Santa Claus: Yes.
91 Kiss on the first date: No.
92 Angels: Yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94 Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95 Did you sing today?: Yes.
96 Ever cheated on somebody?: Emotionally, yes.
97 If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: When I started watching Disney.
98 If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: November 17.
100 Posting this as 100 truths?: No.
TAGGING:
1 Imoto-san
I think I did this before. Ma, ii.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Just Another Day
I've experienced vigourous exercise ever since my expedition to Mount Kinabalu.
Nothing big actually; I just ran across the station, up the brigde and crash into the KTM.
LOL.
I was running all the way, not caring if my skirt gave way or how pain my tummy was, I just want to get into the train. And I guess the conductor in the train saw me, and waited for me.
He slammed *electronically* the door RIGHT after I got in.
Gasping like crazy with Kao-chan in the train.
It has been long since I ran; last year's marathon?? Haha.
I was chatting with my peeps, and Lala made me realise that,
No one wished me, "Happy Teacher's Day".
That's sad!! I've been such an excellent teacher! XP
*Sits in the corner and cries*
Oh well. LOL.
I want DURIAN!
I'm on DURIAN fever again!
Can we change lecturer for Torts?
Nothing big actually; I just ran across the station, up the brigde and crash into the KTM.
LOL.
I was running all the way, not caring if my skirt gave way or how pain my tummy was, I just want to get into the train. And I guess the conductor in the train saw me, and waited for me.
He slammed *electronically* the door RIGHT after I got in.
Gasping like crazy with Kao-chan in the train.
It has been long since I ran; last year's marathon?? Haha.
I was chatting with my peeps, and Lala made me realise that,
No one wished me, "Happy Teacher's Day".
That's sad!! I've been such an excellent teacher! XP
*Sits in the corner and cries*
Oh well. LOL.
I want DURIAN!
I'm on DURIAN fever again!
Can we change lecturer for Torts?
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Tagged
1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
- Cheeks.
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
- Wide and awake.
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
- LicTeng and Aki-chan.
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- No.
5. Will you ever donate blood ?
- Of course!
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
- Yes, and still having.
7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
- Yes.
8. What does your last text message say ?
- *Loads of chinese words*
9. What are you thinking right now ?
- Gai's future.
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
- Not really.
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
- Around 1am.
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
- I don't know; it's my Mom's =)
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
- Yes.
14. Who was the last person who text you ?
- My Mom.
TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. My Sister
2. Aki-chan
3. Imadori
4. Ain-chan
5. Awang-kun
6. Kuronatsu
7. Nick
8. Nicholas
9. Gideon
10. Who else can I bully?
15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
- Not that I know of.
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
- "Half of each. We call him/her kakak macho!" Agrees with Kao-chan.
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
- WOH!!!! NO WAY!
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
- Form 4, High School.
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
- Am chatting now.
20.Is no.4 single ?
- You will never know... MUAHAHA.
21. Say something about no.2 .
- Senpai~
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
- Interesting hackers. LOL.
23. Describe no.9 .
- Soy bean fan.
24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
- They don't know each other.
25. Do you like 8 ?
- Why not?
- Cheeks.
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
- Wide and awake.
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
- LicTeng and Aki-chan.
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- No.
5. Will you ever donate blood ?
- Of course!
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
- Yes, and still having.
7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
- Yes.
8. What does your last text message say ?
- *Loads of chinese words*
9. What are you thinking right now ?
- Gai's future.
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
- Not really.
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
- Around 1am.
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
- I don't know; it's my Mom's =)
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
- Yes.
14. Who was the last person who text you ?
- My Mom.
TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. My Sister
2. Aki-chan
3. Imadori
4. Ain-chan
5. Awang-kun
6. Kuronatsu
7. Nick
8. Nicholas
9. Gideon
10. Who else can I bully?
15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
- Not that I know of.
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
- "Half of each. We call him/her kakak macho!" Agrees with Kao-chan.
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
- WOH!!!! NO WAY!
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
- Form 4, High School.
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
- Am chatting now.
20.Is no.4 single ?
- You will never know... MUAHAHA.
21. Say something about no.2 .
- Senpai~
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
- Interesting hackers. LOL.
23. Describe no.9 .
- Soy bean fan.
24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
- They don't know each other.
25. Do you like 8 ?
- Why not?
Saturday, May 16, 2009
C2AGE II
It is today~!
We reached there just in time to watch the Japan Ambassador giving speech, Hannah Tan (Yes, the all famous, pretty, Animax host Hannah Tan) giving speech and both of duet!!
The ambassador is a very sporting man indeed!
We reached there just in time to watch the Japan Ambassador giving speech, Hannah Tan (Yes, the all famous, pretty, Animax host Hannah Tan) giving speech and both of duet!!
The ambassador is a very sporting man indeed!
They also have this Hare Hare Yukai dance after that, which our (consisting of Kao-chan, Shaan and me) version is nicer XP
But they have male dancers lah..
Got the Gundam model kit =)
And leaving it for my brother to sort it out je lah.
LOL.
Anyways, this is my first anime, manga event.
Though so, it was quite disappointing because there's not much to see.
Other than that, the cosplay is superb.
There's a lot of cosplayers.
SEE~
And leaving it for my brother to sort it out je lah.
LOL.
Anyways, this is my first anime, manga event.
Though so, it was quite disappointing because there's not much to see.
Other than that, the cosplay is superb.
There's a lot of cosplayers.
SEE~
Introducing Haruhi & Tamaki from Ouran High School Host Club.
Unfortunately there's no Hitachiin twins =(
Next! And the most look-a-like! The perverted old man from DragonBall that I don't bother to look
for the name.
Vampire Knight next!!
Kaien Cross.
This one also looks alike. So cool deshou?? =3 
P/S: He is ORIGINALLY handsome himself =P
At first, I thougt he was cosplaying Soubi. Hehe.
Not until I asked him XP
Of course, there are more cosplays like Naruto, Cooking Master Boy, Kuroshitsuji, Black Cat, FMA, Devil May Cry, Kingdom Hearts, Air Gear and some that I don't know.
But those weren't very nice, so I don't want. LOL.
Bought myself anime: Ayakashi and some ornament.
Tired tired, day.But I did derived some fun =)
The next similar event is happening on 27 & 28 June, at Sunway College!
I'm going again =P
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Final Fantasy Dissidia
I might be a little late, and I think most of you watched or started playing this.
But I still have to say, this is superb!!
FF Dissidia Opening
Ultimecia, Kuja!
I wonder why they don't have Noctis.
I'm Noctis-fetish now.
Hee=)
But I still have to say, this is superb!!
FF Dissidia Opening
Ultimecia, Kuja!
I wonder why they don't have Noctis.
I'm Noctis-fetish now.
Hee=)
Saturday, May 9, 2009
The Fun
I talked to my boss as I've told myself to.
He was quite taken aback when I mentioned I'll teach until next week, final.
Believe it, he was like begging me!!
It's fun seeing people begging at you, with you having the authority to grant that person's wish or to crush it altogether.
AND, it's especially fun when you actually crush it. LOL.
*Sigh*
He'll just have to wait till the day when I finally stop coming and block all his calls.
I've told him from begining of March.
Aah!!
I want to see him!
He was quite taken aback when I mentioned I'll teach until next week, final.
Believe it, he was like begging me!!
It's fun seeing people begging at you, with you having the authority to grant that person's wish or to crush it altogether.
AND, it's especially fun when you actually crush it. LOL.
*Sigh*
He'll just have to wait till the day when I finally stop coming and block all his calls.
I've told him from begining of March.
Aah!!
I want to see him!
The Truth
This is something everyone should know.
Before I start my story, I'm here to announce that I failed to get the JPA scholarship.
This is no big deal; at least I have one less thing to worry about.
But, what if I tell you, a 14A1 girl who worked so hard, didn't get it too?
I don't understand, and I know you who read don't too.
This is absolute ridiculous.
Why??
There might be competition in this, in fact, there IS. Especially Lala aka Gayathri Gunasekaran, the most hardworking girl I've ever known in my life, who is aiming to become a neurologist. We who've known her for five years, Siong who've known her for 11 years now, knew that she can make it, and definitely will.
But why are they giving it to some 12A1 student who applied for medicine instead of a 14A1? Plus, her co-curiculum is superb. There is simply no reason why she shouldn't get it, being one of the six who got 14A1 and the second ranking Indian in the country.
The truth is so obvious isn't it?
It's racism.
When you open the dictionary and look for this word, the meaning is simply Malaysia itself.
They forgot that majority of us are feeding their goddamn family with our taxes. By us, faham faham je la.
This is not the time to believe in fairytales anymore. The fact is that Malaysia have no unity at all. Don't feed me with perpaduan or unity. It's happening right in front of me. I'm not going to pretend nothing's happened. If the government keeps on helping some assly lazy Malays like this, Malaysia will never survive.
Did you hear me??
And they wondered why we non-bumiputra's are leaving the country, not wanting the serve the country.
Think about how you treat us, government!
Hearing my friends say how they are disappointed in the government makes me want to cry. 17 years, I have indulged myself in such hope that if I work hard enough to sew the gap between us races, this can be cured. But I was just so wrong, right?
However, I'm not going to lose my ties with my friends of other races now. Those are what the racists do. By racists, understand who you are! Don't deny it.
Like Siong said, tomorrow we will be new persons.
We've seen enough, heard enough to finally accept the truth.
To put it in simpler words, we're crushed.
To the whole world, look at us!
The truth is Malaysia have no unison! Don't believe advertisements from Malaysia showing you how united they are because we are not!
Those are the crappiest bullshit I've ever heard from this second onwards.
To Gai,
Don't put hope in them anymore. It's wasting your time.
And no matter what you do, we will always love you and support you.
Visit my friend's blogs too.
See and understand how each of us feel differently and yet together, on this matter.
Before I start my story, I'm here to announce that I failed to get the JPA scholarship.
This is no big deal; at least I have one less thing to worry about.
But, what if I tell you, a 14A1 girl who worked so hard, didn't get it too?
I don't understand, and I know you who read don't too.
This is absolute ridiculous.
Why??
There might be competition in this, in fact, there IS. Especially Lala aka Gayathri Gunasekaran, the most hardworking girl I've ever known in my life, who is aiming to become a neurologist. We who've known her for five years, Siong who've known her for 11 years now, knew that she can make it, and definitely will.
But why are they giving it to some 12A1 student who applied for medicine instead of a 14A1? Plus, her co-curiculum is superb. There is simply no reason why she shouldn't get it, being one of the six who got 14A1 and the second ranking Indian in the country.
The truth is so obvious isn't it?
It's racism.
When you open the dictionary and look for this word, the meaning is simply Malaysia itself.
They forgot that majority of us are feeding their goddamn family with our taxes. By us, faham faham je la.
This is not the time to believe in fairytales anymore. The fact is that Malaysia have no unity at all. Don't feed me with perpaduan or unity. It's happening right in front of me. I'm not going to pretend nothing's happened. If the government keeps on helping some assly lazy Malays like this, Malaysia will never survive.
Did you hear me??
And they wondered why we non-bumiputra's are leaving the country, not wanting the serve the country.
Think about how you treat us, government!
Hearing my friends say how they are disappointed in the government makes me want to cry. 17 years, I have indulged myself in such hope that if I work hard enough to sew the gap between us races, this can be cured. But I was just so wrong, right?
However, I'm not going to lose my ties with my friends of other races now. Those are what the racists do. By racists, understand who you are! Don't deny it.
Like Siong said, tomorrow we will be new persons.
We've seen enough, heard enough to finally accept the truth.
To put it in simpler words, we're crushed.
To the whole world, look at us!
The truth is Malaysia have no unison! Don't believe advertisements from Malaysia showing you how united they are because we are not!
Those are the crappiest bullshit I've ever heard from this second onwards.
To Gai,
Don't put hope in them anymore. It's wasting your time.
And no matter what you do, we will always love you and support you.
Visit my friend's blogs too.
See and understand how each of us feel differently and yet together, on this matter.
Friday, May 8, 2009
DARN JPA!
This is what we call Malaysia Government.
It's 1951, and the results are not out!!
Earlier they changed it from 3pm to 5pm.
And now it's 1952! DAMN IT!
It's 1951, and the results are not out!!
Earlier they changed it from 3pm to 5pm.
And now it's 1952! DAMN IT!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Why now? I'm Too Nice, Deshou?
Of all times, why now?
This is definitely not a strategic time to fall sick.
For heavens, I just stood beside him! And I got infected.
Gah.
And to some people, now is not the time to ask me out.
Please don't hope. Stop.
You are my history.
And I felt that I keep going out nowadays. LOL.
I need to control, stay at home and rest =)
Yesterday, my boss and I talked. I'd told him that I don't want to work anymore. My boss started telling me how he couldn't find replacement for me and how he didn't really want to drag me into this, all those general bullshits. He unintentionally made the pity face. Oh.
I'm not usually like this. The normal me would say a big 'NO' and leave him to fend for whatever is coming up for him.
But I didn't.
I agreed to stay longer.
And how honest am I to tell him I'm free on Tuesdays. SHIT.
I couldn't lie. I mean, I CAN if I want to, and I am a very good liar. But I didn't. I believe in honesty. But it seems that it's killing me rather than anything.
I'll learn. Kanarazu.
And I will tell my boss this Saturday that I really can't come anymore.
Yes, I'll be lying XP
Teaching was never my stuff. And yet, I survived five months, incredible. Believe it, I've yet to blow my top. Maybe, in these few days or so, who knows? Then they're dead.
My students are bright students.
Well, not all. Because if it is, they won't be coming to tuition would they?
I understand why they are here, and why am I there. To learn and educate each other. I tried all my best to give all the knowledge I have learnt. I want them to be able to learn something from me, to appreciate and start to work on it themselves.
But NO! They are depending on me all the time! Of course, by the end of the day I will give answers and teach them how to answer the questions. They caught my style and waited for my answer instead of working, trying it out.
What is wrong with kids nowadays?
I've even show them how to do step by step; addition, substraction, you name it.
Heavens, one of them is Form 3 and he doesn't know his multiplication table aka the timestable!! I want to cry on the spot.
There he is today.
He's as handsome as he is any other day!
This is definitely not a strategic time to fall sick.
For heavens, I just stood beside him! And I got infected.
Gah.
And to some people, now is not the time to ask me out.
Please don't hope. Stop.
You are my history.
And I felt that I keep going out nowadays. LOL.
I need to control, stay at home and rest =)
Yesterday, my boss and I talked. I'd told him that I don't want to work anymore. My boss started telling me how he couldn't find replacement for me and how he didn't really want to drag me into this, all those general bullshits. He unintentionally made the pity face. Oh.
I'm not usually like this. The normal me would say a big 'NO' and leave him to fend for whatever is coming up for him.
But I didn't.
I agreed to stay longer.
And how honest am I to tell him I'm free on Tuesdays. SHIT.
I couldn't lie. I mean, I CAN if I want to, and I am a very good liar. But I didn't. I believe in honesty. But it seems that it's killing me rather than anything.
I'll learn. Kanarazu.
And I will tell my boss this Saturday that I really can't come anymore.
Yes, I'll be lying XP
Teaching was never my stuff. And yet, I survived five months, incredible. Believe it, I've yet to blow my top. Maybe, in these few days or so, who knows? Then they're dead.
My students are bright students.
Well, not all. Because if it is, they won't be coming to tuition would they?
I understand why they are here, and why am I there. To learn and educate each other. I tried all my best to give all the knowledge I have learnt. I want them to be able to learn something from me, to appreciate and start to work on it themselves.
But NO! They are depending on me all the time! Of course, by the end of the day I will give answers and teach them how to answer the questions. They caught my style and waited for my answer instead of working, trying it out.
What is wrong with kids nowadays?
I've even show them how to do step by step; addition, substraction, you name it.
Heavens, one of them is Form 3 and he doesn't know his multiplication table aka the timestable!! I want to cry on the spot.
There he is today.
He's as handsome as he is any other day!
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Urgh
Shogun; a little disappointed.
I'm so delighted to see my cousins again.
And of course, we talked about our next meeting which is on 3rd to 5th of June at Cameron Highlands; that I have high chances of NOT being able to go.
Gah.
Anyways, I refrained from eating too much in the morning to prepare myself for Shogun.
We reached there in time, and without wasting a second, grabbed all we can. LOL.
It has been such a long time since I've eaten this much. I've got around three to four rounds of sushi, three rounds of desserts, three to four rounds of other craps available.
It's not like it's heavenly delicious; it tastes almost the same as food at any other place, just that we wanted to eat to the price of RM50 that we paid XP
Apart from that, I have a fun time watching cousin Raphael eating. In his dictionary, there's none the word 'full'.
The lunch hour is from 12pm to 3pm. And everyone sat until the last minute. Mind you, not only us; every single table is. LOL. To worth the price they're paying.
I wouldn't recommend it.
*Punches Shan Jie Jie's friend for cheating us there XP*
And happy moments have to pass so fast.
Shan Jie Jie went home.
Oh, I'm missing her already!
I'm so delighted to see my cousins again.
And of course, we talked about our next meeting which is on 3rd to 5th of June at Cameron Highlands; that I have high chances of NOT being able to go.
Gah.
Anyways, I refrained from eating too much in the morning to prepare myself for Shogun.
We reached there in time, and without wasting a second, grabbed all we can. LOL.
It has been such a long time since I've eaten this much. I've got around three to four rounds of sushi, three rounds of desserts, three to four rounds of other craps available.
It's not like it's heavenly delicious; it tastes almost the same as food at any other place, just that we wanted to eat to the price of RM50 that we paid XP
Apart from that, I have a fun time watching cousin Raphael eating. In his dictionary, there's none the word 'full'.
The lunch hour is from 12pm to 3pm. And everyone sat until the last minute. Mind you, not only us; every single table is. LOL. To worth the price they're paying.
I wouldn't recommend it.
*Punches Shan Jie Jie's friend for cheating us there XP*
And happy moments have to pass so fast.
Shan Jie Jie went home.
Oh, I'm missing her already!
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